Sitting in my front room and for the first time I see and feel the spring sun come shining through the window. I feel myself begin to open up, come to life and my mind begin to race with longing and dreaming. The summer is my time. It's when I truely begin to live and the moment I feel the seasons are really changing is when my world opens up. I wish I could feel like this all year round . . . maybe if I moved to Spain?