Hey little bro. You didn't leave the skull candy picture you were working on so I decided I wanted to make my own; I really wanted to make one anyway. I liked how it ended up so I posted it on my DA site if you want to check it out. Here's the link if you want to see it, you should post yours as well, I forgot what it looked like.
See you Wednesday.
oh dear... can u tolerate dangdut? haha oh well =P hmm my favourite food is noodles, i think it's been passed down from generation to generation, my grandpa is noodles lover, and so are my dad and my uncle, love noodles so much, and so am i, another generation of noodles lover hahaha i dunno why =D lovely! i dunno if i ever try burritos... wow! your mom is cool! my mom can't cook, only my dad, and he always cooks chinese food haha hmm i also like anything spicy and salty =P have u tried tomyam and kimchi? they surely taste great =D oh that's cool! hmm yeah exploring both sides of point of view is great, like my dad doesn't believe in god, but he reads a lot of history about religion, and surprisingly religious people praise him for his knowledge HAHA (well im not boasting about my dad lol) but it's just funny =P so what u do is awesome! =) oh btw, what music and movies do u like? what actress or actor do u like? one of my favourite actresses is jessica alba, lol she's hot, im not really interested in male stars, dunno why... hahaha anyway... take care! =)
haha well... my hobbies? reading and writing, and people watching (u know that), i also like window shopping or just going around the mall preferable alone, because i dun like to be in a huge company, if i go with friends, i usually go 1 on 1, but it's not like a date, just that i dun like being in a crowd, haha if there are too many people, i tend to shift away from them, because too many people gives me headache, for example in the lift or something =D if there are too many people going into the lift, i'd rather go by staircase =D and i also dun like hearing people talking, (too many people i mean), if there are too many people talking, i usually turn on my music to the loudest haha i just can't tolerate their blah blah blah, like last time i was in a restaurant and this girl was talking in high speech, so loud it was almost a scream, and i just wanted to tell her shut up because it was fucking annoying, so i just turned on my music so loud (but her voice could still be heard! -_-) and i also like getting "inspiration" from some philosophy quotes =D what about you? what are your hobbies? and what is your favourite food? =D i listen to any kinds of music except dangdut, probably u haven't heard that because it's only in indonesia, and people here love it so much but i can't stand it at allll! hahaha it's sooo sooo sooo annoying i bet if u watch dangdut on youtube, u'll close it at the 3rd second xD it's unbearable =P believe me =D go try it HAHAHA xD it's ok =D i hope u have a good rest =) i'll talk to you later! =)
Hello! haha it's noon here and im so bored =( yeah looks can be deceiving haha actually my friend told me the more i grow up the more younger i look haha that's pretty weird... and scary =| that's cool! well i wanna move to canada because my bf is canadian =) but maybe he's moving to either toronto or los angeles, so i dunno =D my ideal place is still north pole and switzerland, in north pole i can befriend with the polar bears MUAHAHAHAHA, wait for them to eat me up =| i think it's really awesome there, but a tropical person like me will die on a cold condition like that lol xD italy and germany are great =) yeah europe is awesome! =D my fav. places in europe are scandinavian countries =) people there are... well interesting =) it's nice to see people who are different from our people, and it's cool, i talked to this one finnish guy on the train, and he duzn know where is indonesia lol so he drew a map of "Asia" but it didn't show the southeast asia part, so i was like.. asia is not that small... lol xD so he thought asia consists only china, japan and korea and he thought im korean, i was like nono im indonesian xD i bet indonesia is not that famous... lol oh adding to why i would want to live in canada because people there are very friendly and very organized, polite, not like here =( and oh, u will never hear this kind of history on textbook because the president closed every bad history he made, so the world dunno what's going on in our country. great right? xD a president can actually make changes the history, mistake he made, and not only the chinese issue, but other things in the past, that's why we hate him a lot =( yeah i understand... my bestfriend is now in his hometown (because we are having holiday), and we can't talk much and hang out, the only thing we can do is texting. he and i have pretty much the same thing in common, so we know each other feeling well. and oh btw, im so very quiet in real life xD i type a lot but... well i remember my boyfriend's sister (when i went to vancouver) said this to him,"does ur girlfriend ever talk?" lol so yeah... but im trying to socialize with people, but if i open my mouth, they say im a weirdo, so i dunno whether to open my mouth or not xD a lot of people are talking behind my back, mostly saying im a weird person =( so.. well i dun really like people gossiping.. i think gossipers should go to kindergarten once again =P allright enough of me talking xD, take care! =D
*sigh* my "trip" turned into a disaster, lol i was sick the whole entire time and got prescribed 6 different kinds of pills by the doctor =P aahhh =( anyway... oh yeah im 21.... lol i know i look 12 =P but im 21 lol, and im a 6th semester student in a universtiy haha.. i think that indonesian look very very very young, when i went to canada and bought tickets for something (amusement park entrance for example), they let me in for teenager fee lol, maybe they would have let me in with children fee as well xD
yup that's scary, lots of stuff like that... like a wife killing her husband for some reason i dunno what, a girl delivered her child and put the child in drawer until death, a nurse jumping from my university building =( and one time a girl got raped by more than 32 men (i think it's a crime history ever here concerning rape), it's terrible.. and im not sure if u have heard about the chinese issue here in indonesia 1998, it was by President Soeharto, he's chinese hater (he's dead now), and in 1998, he PAID young indonesian men to go to the whole neighbourhood where chinese lived, and raped the chinese girls in that neighbourhood, some chinese fathers were asked to rape their own daughters, from as young as 6 year old to maybe my age, and chinese girls were stripped and went home naked. soeharto is our second president, and we all hate him.
oh.. where do you want to move? i want to move somewhere like canada... haha or europe, my ideal places are finland and switzerland =D as long as not southeast asia, im sick of being here xD i wanna live in north pole as well HAHA
that's awesome! Snowboarding! i wish we could have snow here... =( is it tough to play snowboarding? haven't tried that in my whole life... haha
well education system is not as modern as yours, that's why a lot of people here are illiterate, but i guess it's because the government corrupts! =(
wow anyway i guess i've written too much, sorry =P i hope it duzn make u dizzy haha! continue soon =)
have a good day! =D ciao!
yo im back! =D my tooth aching lol (ok enough of dentist xD)
"I thought that there was something wrong with me, because i never felt like that, in fact, i never felt anything (from god), no love, no mercy, nothing. I thought maybe i wasn't chosen to go to heaven, or maybe god didn't love me for some reason. " i experience the same thing as yours! when i went to a christmas sermon like 2 years ago, everyone in the church was rolling on the ground, singing crying shouting, everything, well i was the only odd one, because i didn't feel anything at all, the atmosphere felt normal, nothing extraordinary, nothing special, i couldn't feel the presence of holy spirit and my friend nudged me and asked me if i felt anything, i said no i feel nothing. but it was a good entertainment to watch all these people going wild and crazy =) my friend said i should be careful and take care of myself going to church because the holy spirit will send all devils to hell lol (so he was refering me as a devil =P) but like you, in the end i dun wanna think about it =) no matter how i tried going to different churches doesnt make any difference.
"I've tried to make everyone happy but myself." the same case as me as well, and i still do, but not necessary in religion case. well, the high school i went to is a christian school, and everyone is expected to have devotion time every morning, and basically i was trapped there n forced to believe in a god (who "cares" only about the earth, but the universe is so big and far sooo beautiful) and make everyone else happy by starting a prayer with "dear heavenly father...."
anyway about the barbarian indonesian xD well this is out of topic, doesn't have anything to do with religion, well like there's a lot of case here concerning cutting a person in 5 pieces or burying alive person until death, i guess those people are just psycho.
so you can tell me about the education system in America and how people interact with each other =) or anything! =) im open to any stories =)
anyway im going for vacation for 3-4 days, so i might reply real late!
yup true =D thank you! =) yeah a lot of indonesian are barbarians haha i'll share some more stories with you later =) but now im going to go to a bookstore with my dad and then im going to dentist *cry* =D talk to you later! =) have a great evening =D
Hello Josie! Thank you for your approve! It's an honour to be your friend =) Im fine thank you =) How are you? =) I read about your "About Me" section and I had (and still have) more or less the same experience like you. I'm a very introvert person, i don't talk much but I love smiling a lot, and i think people find me boring and annoying because I don't talk but smile a lot =( When I was in high school, I didn't really have friends and a lot of my schoolmates called me "the mysterious girl" or even the devil's child =( but i think that one thing is good for being quiet is to observe people, one of my hobbies is people watching =D (but not like checking out...) just to see their reaction =) i am not very good at english, but i hope you can understand my poor written english =( i need to improve my english skills! =D
You can get "high" from just about anything. I dunno, I couldn't ever really feel it myself, either, but I imposed it on myself. Get it? I think people FORCE themselves to feel a certain way... to fit in and to convince themselves it's real. Keep in mind, feelings are almost always a choice. Delusion can be very strong in a person's mind!
Honestly, I wish I had "seen the light" as young as you! You haven't missed out on anything but liberation of thought. By the time you're my age, you'll be light years ahead of me. :)
Your About Me is great... and also the section on why you left your religion. I'm sorry I wasn't more open with you while I was in Pueblo, but I didn't want to influence anyone at the time because I still felt so unsure. Also, I didn't wanna upset your mom. But, like my dad, I've done a lot of reading and stuff and now I'll be more than happy to tell you everything I've found out.
Also... I can totally relate to you on the introversion because of thinking there was something spiritually wrong with me. I was really different from all the other kids who just accepted things at face-value, but when people kept telling me I thought too much... I thought it was my mind that was the problem. Turns out, our minds are the greatest assets we have (DUHHH, right?).
Anyway... I love ya and I'm glad we can be open with each other :).
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