Actually… No. I realized Presbyterianism didn’t make sense, assumed the rest of Christianity was the same, spent several months looking through other religions before saying screw it, none of these work.
Let me guess. You realized that Christianity not only refutes itself through contradictions, but is just plain impossible, so rather than realizing your god-belief was just a delusion resulting from indoctrination, you went about cobbling together your own religion, loosely based on a belief in Jesus. Am I right?