"Do you believe in God?" Rory asks in a quiet voice.
Jess snorts. "Really, Rory?"
"No, come on. I'm curious. Do you believe in some…higher power?"
He sighs, deep in thought. He thinks he used to believe in God when he was younger. And he thinks he may
have gotten on his knees and prayed to this God to fix his mom. Instead
he got Bad Husband Number Two who taught him the art of holding back
tears.
Then he stopped. God can't exist because isn't He supposed to love all His children? And if that's true, why the hell was Jess dealt with such a shitty hand?
But then he remembers the one good card he has: Rory.
So what does that mean?
He begins to feel anxious, because he's gone for so long without believing in anything. He's an atheist! There's nothing out there, there's no one behind the curtain, trying to control everything.
But he keeps coming back to Rory, and it's scaring him. He doesn't want to be here anymore. He doesn't want to look at these damn, twinkling stars. He wants to be alone…maybe with Rory in a dark room so
all he can think about is her and the crazy chemistry they
share…anything but this.
But he can sense their time is coming to an end, even though he doesn't want it to. He doesn't know how they're
going to fall apart, but it'll happen. Warm weather always seems to
drive them apart.
"Nights like these make me think that there has to be sort of higher power out there," Rory admits quietly into the
silence, and Jess knows she's being honest, and it feels so raw.
And then in the next story MissGoalie75 kinda draws sort of a parallel, with another cool scene that never happened on the show:
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/5455418/17/Footnotes_and_Annotations
After a few minutes of silence, Matthew says, "Nights like these make me think that there has to be some sort of higher power out there."
Jess inhales sharply and he's immediately thrown back to that night on top
of the roof with Rory. How did he possibly forget that? Now it's as if
he's caught in between two places at once and Rory is lying opposite
him, but Chris and Matthew are still here.
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