Living in Oklahoma can be hellish at times. I have to keep telling myself, "At least you don't live in Kansas. You could have been born in Kansas." Don't get me wrong, I'm proud of the progress that my state has made in recent years. We're gradually becoming a tolerable place to live. However, I do plan to get out of here as soon as I can.
I haven't even tried to date anyone in almost two years now. It's pointless. Sure, I'd love to have some fun with a girl, but fun for me includes having an intelligent conversation now and then. I don't feel like it's possible to really have a good, inellectual discussion with someone who believes in and worships a sky ghost and zombie Jew. Am I an asshole for being so picky? Does this make me intolerant? I do have good friends who still believe in this nonsense, but there's no way I could have a romantic relationship with a religious person.
I've pretty much given up hope of finding anyone in Oklahoma. I've developed social anxiety disorder and depression because, I think, there is no future for me here and every minute is misery. I hate to bitch like this, but fuck it. Every time I start to really like a girl, I get one of the same responses. "I just can't date an atheist." "I can't date someone if they might end up in hell." Like that's gonna make me hate religion any less. I'm sick of this shit. Time to start staring at apartment ads in LA again like they're porn.