I feel strange posting on this blog because while I am not a believer in the Christian God I am not a true atheist either. I consider myself spiritual because of the near death experience I had over 20 years ago. I am sort of in the middle. When I post on religious message boards, they don't like me because I don't believe in their doctrine. I usually get called something with the word satan or devil in it. Then when I post on atheist blogs they believe I am delusional or at least misguided. Such is the life of a spiritual person like myself. I have hope that maybe someday the two sides would at least tolerate each other, not necessary to become friends, but I do have friends on both sides of the debate. I still consider it a debate because I don't think anyone can prove the existence or non-existence of God. I know I can't.