I kinda fell into this site from one of my friends bc some how religion came up and well I am curious. I am not sure what I believe any more. I think all religious books are just stories but why do I have this energy over me that feels like I am doing something bad still? Or someone is looking over my shoulder like I am doing something wrong...when I know I really am not.
In short I am torn. I am not 100% sure I call myself atheist or am I? I definitely don't believe in gods or goddess. But why do I still feel so torn! I hate this feeling is this normal? And by torn I mean like with my family. They are mostly catholic.
Any insight would be appreciated.