I AM FUCKING MAD.
So because I dont follow your fucking piece of shit god, I DESERVED WHAT I GOT?
I DESERVED TO BE TREATED LIKE SHIT BECAUSE I AM UNHOLY?
HOW DARE YOU AS A FUCKING DOCTOR, WHO FOLLOWS SCIENCE, TELL ME THAT BECAUSE I LEAD AN UNHOLY LIFE POLLUTED WITH FUCKING DEMONS THAT I DESERVED TO BE RAPED AND ABUSED.
FUCK CHRISTIANITY AND FUCK YOU
thanks everyone for the comments. i was a little angry when i wrote this. (my shift key doesnt work)
anyway, it wasn't an actual therapist.. I mean he is a counselor, but he's a religious counselor and I didn't know it at the time. I thought he was just a normal counselor. my religious fuck of a friend talked me into going with her to this guy.
so, the whole counseling session was about praying and sacrificing shit to jesus or whatever, and he said that I got myself into the situation because I led an unholy life.
It was kind of like an AA meeting for people who don't follow christianty. it was like "you are sick [you aren't religios == you are a drunk] and you must be cleansed [become a christian == become sober"
so I was pissed at everyone who convinced me to go to this guy