I always was that guy who had a lot of dreams and obsessions ,but usually those were not productive obsessions since because I was a muslim nearly everything I wanted to do was considered a bad thing by my parents and society ,but now since I am an atheist I feel much more free and honest about my desires the issue is just is after a while these obsessions faded I now like a lot of stuff ,but there is really nothing I want to do other than chill around with people and have smart and fun conversations...but since I am a university student this is becoming hard to do with all the continuous pressure to succeed the issue is at least when I was a muslim in the end of the day there seemed as if there was a goal and a reason or wisdom behind everything I don't believe in that much now, but I am trapped into not finding much interests anymore and I am really happy being an atheist I just need to have some obsession and enthusiasm back.