I am a former Atheist. Oh, I grew up in the Church. My parents were Catholic, but that didn’t work for me – and sometime in junior high I told them I didn’t believe in God. That honestly may have been just a case of a teenager trying to get under his parent’s skin, but as time went on my doubt became real. In high school I started preparing for a career as a journalist – was trained to question everything. I spent my adult life in that line of work and saw and reported on a number of tragedies- all which only confirmed my believes that God didn’t exist – if he did he’d never would have allowed something like this to happen (a tornado, a hurricane, a murder, sexual assault of a child or whatever.)
But that all changed when I was 33. For the last 5 years I’ve been a bible thumping, Jesus freak. However I continue to think that the biggest problem with Christianity is the Christians. And so I am here in part to show the world that we are not all judgmental and self righteous.
So I decided to create this thread; Ask a former Atheist. You can grill me or attack me here. I think one truth is that Atheist talk about God as much as believers – if not more so – because it is such a fascinating topic.
By the way – just as a plug- I ‘ve written a book called Gradually to God which is all how finding faith as an adult. It can be purchased on amazon
http://www.amazon.com/Gradually-God-Finding-Crossroads-ebook/dp/B00...
Thanks for your time
Doug Wahl
Comment by Voodoobones on April 14, 2011 at 12:11pm Doug, I'm not trying to be a jerk but I do want to ask some questions to clear up a few things. First, my understanding is that a Christian's belief is based on the Holy Bible. If this is true then don't you have to read the bible completely to be able to claim you are a Christian or can you be a Christian without reading the bible? I'm not claiming you haven't read the bible, I am just clarifying your view of what a Christian truly is.
Second, you mentioned Jacob trying to change the color of cows by showing them a polka dot pole. I might be remembering it incorrectly but wasn't it a picket fence the changed the goats to have stripes?
And finally, and I really am the last person who should be pointing this out, but you claim to be a journalist, you should read through your post a bit better. I have found a lot of errors in your post. I know that we shouldn't nit pick each others grammar but since you claim to be a journalist I find it odd to see so many errors. Like I said, I should be the last person to say anything because I make more mistakes than anyone, but I felt I should mention it.
Comment by Mac B on April 14, 2011 at 1:00pm
Comment by doug wahl on April 14, 2011 at 2:18pm Okay Apple here is the answer to your second post. It was emotional distress (a bad break up) that started my pursuit of God, and as you wrote I did benefit from being part of a community. But that was five years ago and I would have checked out a long time ago if I didn’t find truth….I would have checked out the moment the next girl came along.
But here is where I think you are a 100% wrong – at the end of the day all faith is a choice. If you’re honest you cannot prove anything – at least anything from a historical point of view. It all comes down to a choice. I choose to believe that man landed on the moon, but I know there are people out there who choose to believe that it never happened.
How do I prove to them that they are wrong? If I show them video they come back with: “That was shot on a Hollywood lot.” If I present eye witness testimony – they tell me the “witness” can’t be trusted. If I let them hold a moon rock – they tell me about a similar rock in their garden.
If this sees far fetched to you then consider this – there are people out there right now who don’t believe President Obama was born in the United States. (I don’t want to start a political argument here- I am just trying to make my point seem current.) At the end of the day they have chosen to believe that.
By the way – I am not comparing an atheist to someone who doesn’t believe in the moon landing. I really do understand where you guys are coming from All I am saying is that when it comes to history you really can’t prove anything. So you have to look at things not from the point of view of what is possible but from the point of view of what is probable.
Is ir possible that Armstrong was on the MGM lot – I guess, but it’s not probable. Is it possible that Jesus was a charismatic fake – sure, but it isn’t probable that he would have suffered that kind of death without coming clean.
Faith in history is a choice.
By the way thank you for your later post. I am a single parent of a 6 year old, but I will respond to every post up here.
Comment by Mac B on April 14, 2011 at 2:22pm
Comment by doug wahl on April 14, 2011 at 3:04pm Jason (and please understand I am trying to respond in order.)
By asking "are you saved," I guess you are wondering if I think I get into heaven. If that is what you meant - the answer is I think I do. But I want you to understand that I didn't become a Christian because I want to get into heaven. I became a Christian because I need him this world (what some of y ou may call a crutch - guilty as charged) Whatever happens in the next world is for another time and place
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