Want to thank everyone for the kind wecome I have received, I truly appreciate it. Thought I would try to answer the question Adriana posited.
When I had my near death experience it was like I was plugged into the Universe and all its memories. I suddenly went from being the Janitor of the company with a Janitor's knowledge of how the company works to being the CEO with a CEO 's knowledge of the company. To say it was awesome is an understatement. All knowledge was available for the asking, every question answered immediately as asked. Needless to say all my previous beliefs about the world I lived in were shaken and discarded. I will tell you some of what I remembered when I returned to my physical body.
Everything is energy, and this energy is conscious energy, making all things conscious energy. This energy can take any form thoughts can think of. So the sum total of all things is what I call God. Now can I prove I experienced this, no I can't, since it was a personal experience. But there are elements of Quantum Mechanics that show the possibility of this being true. The double slit experiment, entanglement, and everything is energy lean in that direction.
It took me over three years to integrate this experience with the help of other NDErs, and reach the point I could talk freely about it. Some take longer, and a few never are able to come to terms with their experience living mostly like hermits in the middle of society. I have studied NDEs for over 20 years now and I am still learning.
I hope this helps in understanding the Oneness I call God.