Ugh, so it's been an entire month of holiday garbage. From the passive aggressive nature of my family during their meal time prayers or my parents trying to shove their Catholic bullshit down my young son's throat.

I want to scream at them, but I don't. I keep the peace and don't respond to their faces how angry they make me. So here it is, every response I have kept in my head.

"No mom, I may not believe in Jesus but I still like celebration because it is time I get to spend with my family. If you haven't noticed everyone in your generation is in their 50's now and all but one of my grandparents are dead."

"Really Dad? None of us deserve presents because we don't go to church? I pulled your depressed alcoholic son out of his funk by moving him back to his familial support system. He has a job, a truck and is back in school because of what I manage to do with my life...but please, tell me how bad of a person you think I am."

"Oh my uncle found Jesus a week ago? Jesus told him it wasn't his time? What a miracle, because to me it seems like he's dying from three different infections after numerous invasive surgeries. Oh wait, lets talk about this in the lobby, because the doctor is here to remove his breathing tube."

"Mom, please tell me you are just pretending to be so ignorant as to compare homosexuality to pedophilia. One is consenting adults trying to have the basic human rights as everyone else, and the other is someone who lusts after and molests CHILDREN."

"No I will not be teaching this Catholic garbage to my son, because even though my childhood was mostly not miserable 100% of all of the most horrible things in my life are connected to this religious bullshit. From being molested by my grandfather and being told that his sins were washed away by some imaginary sky dad to the terrifying fear of hell that kept me in an abusive relationship for the better part of a decade. I also won't be baptizing my second child."

"No, I do not want to go to church with you, I am not confused, I am not angry at god, I am not lost. I am an atheist."

"Oh? The Jahovah witnesses are cruel for not believing in blood transfusions? Tell me again how you support the Pope's anti-condom stance in Africa? Oh! Because if you are only having sex with your spouse you won't spread AIDS? You do know that you are still putting someone you love at risk of catching fucking AIDS right? If you have kids they could have it, and then spread it to their spouses... but what the fuck do I know right?"

"No, not agnostic. Atheist."

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Comment by _Robert_ on January 17, 2013 at 3:59pm

Whenever another ex-catholic atheist posts something, it's like..yep, ahh hu, exactly. The dysfunction of that religious culture is, well "catholic".

Comment by _Robert_ on January 17, 2013 at 4:00pm

..and you are right, they love making fun of baptists and JWs, etc...ok folks..your pope is a Hitler youth.

Comment by Kairan Nierde on January 17, 2013 at 5:07pm

lol, Robert.

I'm sorry Carol.  Being with family is its own "reward."

Comment by Mabel on January 17, 2013 at 6:42pm

I'm sorry you had to focus on keeping your head from exploding during the holiday. Don't feel alone.

Comment by Carol Foley on January 17, 2013 at 11:40pm

Thanks folks. Sometimes I feel like I'm going to scream at my parents, but after burying quite a few people the past six months I am more willing to try and keep the peace. Wish they would return the favor.

Comment by Cristynfaye on January 18, 2013 at 1:37am

Something fun you can do is called Bug-me-Bucks.  It's from Stuff Christian Culture Likes, which is an excellent blog, and she also has a facebook page which is also quite excellent.  Anyway, I'm gonna copy and paste the description and rules for this fantastic game which is sure to help anyone through a holiday with the family:

"Last year my friend told me that she and her husband survive the holidays with Christian culture family members by making a game out of it. They call it Bug-Me Bucks. It’s kind of like fantasy football and it’s kind of brilliant. 


Before the visit you make a list of which family members will say or do a particular thing that they always do that really bugs you. Assign a dollar amount to each transgression. As each event happens, tally it in your head. Then you get to spend that money on whatever you want (shoes, pixy sticks, weed) without grief from your life partner because that is YOUR hard-earned money. 


Example: Will your sister-in-law tell her kids to "have a happy heart like Jesus"? Then you get a dollar. (Or however much you assigned to it.) Will your mom’s eyes glaze over and loll back in her head if you accidentally say "dammit"? Another dollar! Will you father-in-law give you his trademark side hug instead of a less-erotic regular hug? Will your in-laws remind you that having gay friends will destroy your marriage? That one gets at least three dollars. 


Important: don’t tell your family you’re doing this. Only you, or your spouse or other like-minded family member can know. Bug-Me Bucks exists only for your comfort and survival.


I tried this at a recent family reunion and my anxiety and suicidal ideation were much much lower than they usually are at family gatherings. And I made $43 in a week."


Comment by Karl Mugele on January 18, 2013 at 6:06am

Is this a US thing?  In the UK, by census we're down to less than 40% of people saying they are religious, and that figure is arguably skewed upward as there is a wroding confusion in the question asked.

I'm middle-aged and only my grandparents were strongly religious. They didn't interfere with my non-belief.

If you're American tell them you are upholding your constitutional right to practise what religion you choose, and you choose non-religion.  "Mum, dad, are you Catholics or Americans?"

Comment by Strega on January 18, 2013 at 11:24am

Hi Karl,

I'm a Brit but have been living in the USA for two years now.  You won't believe the extent that Christianity is embedded in the culture.  You know how it is in the UK, where people just mumble, "oh, I'm not really religious"?  Here, being an atheist is loosely seen as some kind of belligerent self-imposed aggressive deformity.  In the North Eastern states, lie Vermont where I am, it is not too bad, but head south physically and you'll head south mentally, if you know what I mean.

As you read these forum threads, you'll see - 21st century my arse, Here in the US, they are still considering approaching the 20th century as far as religion is concerned.... and they're not too keen to get there :)

Comment by Karl Mugele on January 18, 2013 at 6:46pm

Hi Strega

I did see a video of Richard Dawkins being accused of being arrogant to deny the existence of a god in the US but having never travelled there, I would presume that to be the looney minority view point.

It sounds like you are in the right part of the country though.  Choose your friends wisely!

Comment by Strega on January 18, 2013 at 7:35pm

Karl, it's the loony majority viewpoint!  It pervades everywhere.  Last Easter I found a chocolate Jesus fish and a chocolate crucifix in the aisle that we would have had chocolate eggs and bunnies in.  I bought them and sent them to my team in London, who found them bizarre.  They ended up being onward-transmitted to colleagues in Germany, who sent us the funniest cautious thank you email I think I can remember.  Here's a pic of the crucifix....


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