To put it frankly, we don’t have to be here.  Not one of us had any choice in the decision to come to this place, to be born.  And yet our sole goal, before all else, is to live as long as we possibly can?  Presumably we do this in order to gain something more in the process of living, than that which was formally asserted, prior to our own existence.  Procreation, while being a possibility for the majority of our species, is certainly not a necessity---and for that reason,…

thank

no one---

it’s

friday. 

9-2-6

running to “biblical” conclusions

before

pondering climate change

just

want

to

say

thank

you

from

the

bottom

of

my

heart

for

the

relentless

puritan

work

ethic

that

you

beated

into

our

ancestors

heads

when

coming

upon

this

land---

for

it

has

kept

me

swinging

with

both

fists

clenched…

in the absence of justice

you drop to your knees

& you close your eyes

looking for something

somewhere

else

which you believe can do the

work for you---

you run in your mind to another

place,

which you believe exists even though

you have never actually found proof

& no one you know

has ever found such a place

or testified to its existence

without standing in that…

and so another end of the world has rolled on

by

and for those that stopped paying their bills,

who might have quit their jobs,

who spent all their money in the last couple of

weeks before the predicted day

a

sane

person

has

to

wonder

just what it must be like to believe in a fictional character who

never ceases to disappoint

when it comes to this blessed

revelation

to believe in a…

when a parent of a child

experiences

with an odd mixture of shame,

humor & wonder,

that very first lie

which their children tells them,

does this parent experience the same feeling that they

themselves did

when they found out that

santa

wasn’t real?

like the slim difference between

a hysterical laughing face

&

a hysterical crying face,

that flipside reflection

of…

what is said to be

sacred

has never been such.

the fictions of religions have

plagued the minds of humans since

we made our first aurignacian

scrawlings in the haute garonne of

france.

there we began to carve our

images---

just embodiments of the world

around us but stretched out into

irrational fables which we then

held up high

to echo the shining…

at age 13, on may 13^th,

he sits quietly in his

7^th

grade

classroom at

truman middle school

in

tacoma, washington.

he is a young & obviously very intelligent

young boy

with a conscious sense of the world

around

him

&

the empire in which he lives.

no doubt, he’s just hitting puberty

(deeper voice avec hairs popping up

all over…

timothy ray brown,

whose bone marrow transplant was initially meant to ward off the

leukemia that would not stop

attacking his body---

also had AIDS.

he had AIDS.

in the medical world,

brown is referred to as

“the berlin patient”

(a reference to his having lived in germany after having

bone marrow STEM CELLS

transplanted to him

from an individual who has the…

this nucleus of sweet christian craziness

sought after from 1096 onwards

with 60,000 strong leading the

kill-everyone-in-its-path-if-they-don’t-worship-the-same-character-of-fiction-that-we-do

campaign

stands tall within the canon of idiotic reasons that

humans have killed each other.

one has to wonder that if the devious concoctors of

the work of fiction known as the

new testament

had penned “mr. christ’s” death…

at present i’m being held

hostage

by the likes of ragweed &

goldenrod---

yes, right now my whole VW-bus of a

head

is being dealt with in a very

hostile

manner,

by these two worthless plants

which at a certain time of the year

in certain parts of the world,

get to wreak havoc upon all who

stroll outside

downwind of their allergenic weapons

of mass sniffling,

mass itching inside…

though

antonio stradivari did not design a violin

specifically

for playing when she is around

one finds the need to go to their closet to

get that instrument that they played when they were a

kid

to then dust it off

& start sliding the bow back and

forth

as when she gets going

the other coworkers can’t do anything but be

unwillingly

invited

to her pity party.

the static…

tear off the costume which allows the fake

&

hypocritical

to continue posing as self-righteous, holy,

friends to everyone

while holding perfect hatred &

bigotry

just underneath their withering skin---

march

these

fucking

liars

through

the

streets

&

tar

&

feather

them---

parade them around for the world to see

their true…

The Twelve Steps

1. Admitting that your life has become too reliant upon sources outside yourself & that because of this you have weakened your own ability to solve your own problems.
2. You have come to the conclusion that there is no power outside yourself which could make things any easier for you---you are in this alone.
3. You make the decision to take your life and make it your own.  This means removing from it…

8-4-3

a crucifix made of chocolate

melting under

a heat lamp …

3-10-4

a sign that

“god” is laying on a hospital bed

coughing up blood …

Young Davey O’Flannery sat down behind the screen.  With his hands nestled in his lap, both shaking a bit, he turned his head toward the screen, and after taking a deep breath, he motioned the cross in front of himself, physically drawing the cross across his own torso, using his index and forefinger, muttering “In the Name of the Father and the Son and the Holy Spirit.  Amen.”   

The voice from the other side of the screen was from an older man, a priest, and he spoke to the…

Commandment X

*“Thou shalt not covet thy neighbour’ s house, thou shalt not covet thy neighbour’s wife, nor his manservant, nor his maidservant, nor his ox, nor his ass, nor any thing that is thy neighbour’s.”

while there have been numerous ways to maim

and not really

kill

but instead to extract what you wanted from an individual

to punish

& then possibly destroy them---

the most…

Commandment IX

*“Thou shalt not bear false witness against thy neighbour.”

in the middle ages,

well, really, in any age

there have been many, many, many

rattus norvegicus

&

though the usage of rats in torture

spanned multitudinous methods

the main goal of the most

efficient way of killing an individual

through the usage of

rats

was to…