Nights are long and I'm tired. I have things to do, yet there is nothing. Were has my dreams gone? Sleepless and spitefull to the undeserving. Where did I go wrong? The reflection I seek is now lost in his own world, not looking to be found.
Questions, yet no answers.
"Bless me Father, for I have sinned. I've killed a man, myself....and yet I feel no remorse. Am I wrong for felling like this?"
To repeat my same story over and over again never to be heard.… Continue
Added by Aeon on February 14, 2009 at 12:53pm —
Gleemful with a minor integrity, I have worked the world around me as a marionette with unseen strings of Blood and Fear. I've been the epicenter of self-destruction and self loathing, but I still exist in my same cycle of self-delusion. Plentiful with words of ignorance, I fill a void called "Life" within myself and look for nothing to guide me. No torch which to see my path through this dark tunnel that is this "Life". If you can find the level of reasoning that I exist under, you will find… Continue
Added by Aeon on February 14, 2009 at 12:50pm —
This is a song i wrote for my banda tempting suicide.
Follow in daddies footsteps, little princess.
Don't come crying when he pushes you into your endless depths, dead mistress.
And don't mistake your eyes for the sin you cry, I'm telling you this is….
Marionette let your strings come down.
Marionette be what I never found.
Marionette this is why you left it all for me… trying to be what I'll never see.
Carrying the weight of the… Continue
Added by Aeon on February 14, 2009 at 12:46pm —
To who saw life steadily, and saw it whole I ask "what? What did you see?"
Don't you see that there is no possible source of evil, except that of good?
And can't you fell the stares of all those who are blind, reaching for an answer?
I guess your words just ring….
Emptiness glows your eternal breath again.
Grit your teeth and bind your fists, ask for redemption and receive only this.
And lost amoung the sheep, I… Continue
Added by Aeon on February 14, 2009 at 12:41pm —
We do not posses imagination enough to know what we are missing.
Don't gain a foothole with my blood.
Don't reach into my pockets to resolve your problems.
I'm hanging on to a life that barely knew me.
we are nothing but puppts in a pointless show.
Life: The hell before Hell.
Added by Aeon on February 14, 2009 at 12:33pm —
Were do we begin?.....Where do we end? For that matter what do we want? Something
willfully shiny to catch the attention? The unimaginable, untangeble subatomic realm
that is our conscious. Theta waves and lingering memories that flow endlessly
between our active minds and sub-conscious. We all know we have our thoughts and
realisms. We all draw our own outline to the box that is our paradigm, and because we
do this we live as separate enenties. With our singled out… Continue
Added by Aeon on February 14, 2009 at 12:29pm —
I saw this CD set at a book store a while back for over $20. It caught my eye, but didn't seem like it would be worth the price. But when I saw it for way cheaper on iTunes, I decided to give it a go.
Sweeney's background is typical is some ways. She was given a very strong religious upbringing. Although she sees the hypocrisy behind the rules of her faith as a child, she still believes in god. This illustrates the mental pounding her parents gave her, in an effort to "instill… Continue
Added by Dan Snell on February 14, 2009 at 12:10pm —
It has been nearly two weeks since my conclusion to my two test subjects. These test subjects were part of a psychology experiment I set forth to find answers to see if fundamentalist Christians have morals towards those they consider outside their "moral community." The results concluded my hypothesis, which in turn was deeply saddening.
I have done three small scale case studies with religious extremist, mainly Christians. If my next test subject concludes my hypothesis I will be… Continue
Added by darkwolf33333 on February 14, 2009 at 10:28am —
The Vatican has admitted that Charles Darwin was on the right track when he claimed that Man descended from apes.
A leading official declared yesterday that Darwin’s theory of evolution was compatible with Christian faith, and could even be traced to St Augustine and St Thomas Aquinas. “In fact, what we mean by evolution is the world as created by God,” said Archbishop Gianfranco Ravasi, head of the Pontifical Council for Culture. The Vatican also dealt the final blow to speculation… Continue
Added by Morgan Matthew on February 14, 2009 at 1:13am —
People Who Eat Broccoli & Cauliflower
Get What They Deserve!…
Added by Rev. Tom Hicks, D.D. on February 13, 2009 at 8:30pm —
I'm currently reading Atlas Shrugged by Ayn Rand. I'm reading it for two reasons: one, I love her. She's a genius and I want to be just like her one day!** Two, there's a $10,000 scholarship essay to be gained from reading it. So far, there's nothing remotely burdensome about reading this book and so I'll actually enjoy writing the essay. Continue
Anyway, I just read this paragraph that struck a very deep chord in me (bold added for…
Added by CJoe on February 13, 2009 at 8:00pm —
Religious Extremist So Crazy He Doesn't Even Know His Own Kind
Not breaking news, I know; but since I can't find any other posts about Bonestroo, thought I'd share.
Derik Bonestroo was the ski lift operator who fatally shot the general manager of the Eldora ski area in Colorado on December 30th. He entered one of the ski area buildings, fired his gun, and said "If you're not Christian, you're going to… Continue
Added by Johnny on February 13, 2009 at 5:40pm —
Since I wrote this, my opinions on the subject have changed a bit. Enough that I would not have made this post if I could go back. I'll leave it here b/c it will remind me and other's that I am not above being wrong and/or changing my mind based on new information.
The more I read of this bill, the more I get pissed off. There are a LOT of good things in there. A LOT. The problem is that we can't afford it. We don't need all of this extra… Continue
Added by chiz on February 13, 2009 at 12:00pm —
The editor and publisher of a top English-language Indian daily have been arrested on charges of "hurting the religious feelings" of Muslims.
The Statesman's editor Ravindra Kumar and publisher Anand Sinha were detained in Calcutta after complaints.
Muslims said they were upset with the Statesman for reproducing an article from the UK's Independent daily in its 5 February edition.
The article was entitled: "Why should I respect these oppressive… Continue
Added by Morgan Matthew on February 12, 2009 at 6:30pm —
We’re all like Prometheus; chained by the gods to the rock of superstition and fear. Unfortunately, no one knows they’re slaves to the Zeitgeist of the era; of eras past. We are all descended from the same primitive roots of our humanity. Our beliefs about the world are shaped by our ancestors’ misunderstanding of it.
In our waking consciousness, we tried to understand the world based on our perception. We could not explain the phenomenon that caused thunder and so blamed it on a… Continue
Added by CJoe on February 12, 2009 at 6:08pm —
Are you old enough to remember this?
There was a time when TV just shut down for the night. Johnny Carson was on for about 90 minutes, followed by Tom Snyder, then some horrible programming like "Dance Fever." Eventually, there would be something with a title like "Moment of Inspiration." This was a preacher delivering a message for a few minutes. This was followed by The Star Spangled Banner and white noise for a few hours.
PSSSSHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!" The sound would… Continue
Added by Dan Snell on February 12, 2009 at 4:24pm —
The religious history in my family is simple. Grandpa was a Protestant, while grandma was a Catholic. When they wanted to get married, neither church would recognize the marriage. Grandma noticed that there were church-sanctioned marriages in her circles, where the husband would beat the wife. There were cases of infidelity, alcoholism, and other maladies. But it's a-okay, because they're both Catholic.
They flipped their collective birds at their respective institutions anyway and… Continue
Added by Dan Snell on February 12, 2009 at 3:28pm —
People don't like to admit that believing in god and going to church have nothing to do with moral behavior. It's like me going swimming or playing guitar. It's just something to do.
I am thoroughly convinced that there is a creature out there in the theological world that is just as dangerous as the Fundamentalist religious wacko.
These people are what I call the "pick-and-choose moralists."
A great example is a woman I met over 10 years ago online. We had a… Continue
Added by Dan Snell on February 12, 2009 at 3:02pm —
A relative of mine, who considers herself to be Agnostic, was having a problem finding an AA group that could respect her stance. They'd tell her that she MUST believe in god in order to be a part of their program. Some would tell her to "just call a doorknob your higher power" and be done with it. I think she's more Atheist than she's willing to admit, because she was unwilling to even do that.
I can't be around addicts, even if they are in so-called "recover," because it's simply… Continue
Added by Dan Snell on February 12, 2009 at 2:33pm —
When I joined up with a certain social networking site, I didn't really expect to encounter people from high school. Alas, I did. For some of them, just messaging with them is evidence enough that they did not put any effort into learning or bettering themselves. As you might guess, they put faith in god providing for them.
One in particular actually paid attention to my writing on the site and contacted me to say that he "felt sorry" for me because I didn't have god the lord jesus… Continue
Added by Dan Snell on February 12, 2009 at 2:11pm —