One week ago today after getting home from work I decided to take care a few things around the yard followed by wrestling the spare tire from under the minivan to change a flat. Then it hit, my chest hurt rapid heart rate shortness of breath so I went into the the house. I sat in a the chair while my family asked I I thought I was having a heart attack? I said I don't know, this wasn't passing quickly like a few other times I had simular but not as strong feelings. After 20 minutes I…

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"I stand here on the beach I call life.

Little by little the sand is sifting from under my feet with the ebb and flow of the tide.

My thoughts are wandering as I cast them out on the dark blue horizon.

The passage of time continues as I seem unaware.

Slowly I sink with little desire to struggle while trying to figure where I went wrong.

The sand is warm and the water is cool as we blend into one."

 

~me~

I find myself in what I feel to be an odd or maybe even rare situation, I don't know, but it seems like I do not have a true "confidant". One would think it would be my best friend. I haven't even told him about my atheism yet. He is very close to my family and is a real good friend to my wife which makes it awkward to discuss matters of my own relationship. My wife has a few confidants (I'm not one of them) in the family. The people I'm around the most is her family so any topics involved I… Continue

If your going to have a senior moment...then do it style.