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Started this discussion. Last reply by Ali Jan 3, 2011. 32 Replies

i recently left islam but i didn't find yet the peace inside me especialy the scarf thing coz both my parents and my socitey pushes me to wear it , i wore the scraf now since i was 11 and im now 20…Continue

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the bitter truth of islam

Posted on May 2, 2010 at 8:51pm 1 Comment

Bieng raised in a muslim community means a lot a awful things that u will go through .where ever we go they kept telling us that a non muslim is a terrible person or even more should be killed, i see many friends of mine in there prime life with a full life ahead they wish that they have the opportunity to kill jewish where ever they are because of what islamic guidness told them , how and why they choose to blow them selves in a bus or puplic place full of innocent… Continue

asking for help

Posted on May 2, 2010 at 8:03pm 7 Comments

i have just let islam and now i feel really happy that i take off my scraf on my headand on my brain too ,but at the same time i feel copmlety strange .how am going to stat a new life after bieng a muslima for 20 years . i want your advise how am going to cope with my new situation and how long i 've to act to stay safe? i really need your help.

terrible journey part 2

Posted on April 30, 2010 at 7:08pm 5 Comments

I was born in a muslim country no doubt that i should be a Muslima too. But this cause didn't convince me that there is really a God above us watching every one from Alaska to south africa, the poor he has nothing to do . But still have many reasons to hate religion , i knew that its fake from thinking in a lot of things it didn't need much intelligent it's very clear . I run out of Islam not because scientific reasons that prove islam is just an illusion but for the basis and… Continue

Terrible Journey In Islam

Posted on April 29, 2010 at 7:38pm 10 Comments

This is the first time i wrote something about my private life in the internet . it's hard for me to describe myself and tell others about the series of pain and humiliation that i have been through during my childhood and as a teenager in a muslim community.

The first thing my parents teach me about being a good human being and be blessed in my life is to believe in God blindly,and Muhamed too and don't doubt on this presence coz if i did…


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At 12:08am on January 27, 2011, Dave G said…
I'm doing pretty well, just up to my eyeballs in work.
At 7:11am on January 23, 2011, Hope said…

Just stopped to say, hi and see how you are doing.

At 4:20pm on January 21, 2011, Dave G said…
Hi there, Kiki!
At 8:38am on December 28, 2010, Sadly 'M' iCantSay said…

Hey Kiki, 


Thanks for adding me as a friend here, we are alike in many ways, and I can really say that I understand what you're going through.. 


Good luck in your exams and I'm looking forward to read your posts. 


At 8:06pm on December 27, 2010, Shannon Fisher said…
Hi kiki!

Thank you for befriending me and I am always her fo you if you need to talk or vent lol.

First of all I would like to commend you for your extreme bravery and for not blindly following the pack.

My ex husbands family was from yemen, they have only been in the states for about 30 yrs, so I can understand what it is like to live and deal with a strict and devoted islamic family.

I will tell you right now that when it comes to muslim family's, even though they are the most hypocritical people they will never grow to accept your disowning islam. They feel that their sins are always ok or forgivable but they will never accept their children going astray. My mother in law once told me its because as a mother not being able to raise her children as muslim is a huge disgrace and sin. Plus she said she needs her children to be pious so they can pray for her and in case she doesn't get to heaven one of her pious children can pick her to go with them. So for their own selfish and ridiculous reasons they will not accept the fact that you left islam even though you may be happier and a much better human being.

Even though many people always think you have to be close with your family, just know that if they are going to be hypocritical and not willing to accept the person that you are, is it really in YOUR best interest to be close with them? Hearing them constantly be negative to you or putting you down is surely going to affect you in horrible ways.

With that being said, your friends are like your family except that you get to pick them and they are not forced upon you.

Since you go to college and you said that not everyone there is a strict muslim and some not at all, I would suggest you start hanging around those people and maybe even have them come over for a study group so your parents can see that just because they are different they are not evil and maybe your family will start getting used to the idea of you being different.

Keep your head up!
At 11:03pm on May 2, 2010, Danair Joa Estrare said…
oh you should find some person/groups with beliefs like yours there. it will help a lot.
maybe GOOGLE any non-believers groups in your place.

lastly, ENJOY THE EXPERIENCE OF LIVING! hehehehe mwahh:)
At 8:11am on May 1, 2010, Freeman Thinker said…
thank you for adding me up, may I ask permission, if I could repost your blog at facebook?Because I've been giving out small lecture sessions about atheism here and I wanna have blogs, artciles and everything about atheism. I wanna help people find the true meaning oh HUMILITY without an inkling of religion per se.

Thank you kiki

At 4:25pm on April 30, 2010, Ali said…
welcome to T|A kiki, and thanks for the frindship =)
i really like how you have narrated your experience in your recent blog post "Terrible Journey In Islam", i had to memorize almost one fourth of the Quran when i was a child too :( it's just so sad they're abused our childhood like this :(
At 12:47am on April 30, 2010, Danair Joa Estrare said…

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