I was once a pagan! I still study the occult but do not attend rituals. unless they are something I can record for information on the occult.
I have had a good amount of time thinking about life and thought. I am more my own god. I do love astrology and astronomy. Something I can thank my involvement in the occult. It turned me toward the stars. I love Tool, and A perfect (). Because they point out so many things in their lyrics that many people cannot or will not accept.
I'm also a mother of 4 kids, 2 step children and 2 biological.
And I'm the soon to be wife of an army reservist. He is atheist. So he likes this site. Don't know if I can get him on here with me, cause I'm more into computer tech than he is. Our children are allowed to have adventures in belief. Right now they go to church. But mainly to mingle and to listen. When they have questions I answer them to the best of their interest. Yet I do not lie to them or sugar coat anything.
Right now they are very influential, and telling them they are going to hell if they don't believe in Jesus hurts their self esteem. So I do not force that thought or opinion on them. And anyone who does hears a mouth full from me. This is our future in these kids. So treat them well. Someday they will be taking care of us. I ask them how do they feel about it. And trust me a child's answer is what needs to be heard. They might have fresh and intrigued minds. But they sure are not as ignorant as we think they are. I think I'm lucky to have such smart children. And I will protect them from misconceptions and bullshit.
I still allow them to believe in what they want. But I teach them to keep their eyes open and their views universal. I am also an artist, so my kids are very creative since they live around art. And I let them sit and watch cultural things with me. They are my nature loving kids.
Phue Cue friend on myspace posted a blog. It was very interesting. I would love to express my views and this is a very helpful way. Talk to others with like minded views.
Why you left your religion.
I had been involved in the occult since I was 14. I did a load of research on evolution, science, quantum physics. And spoke in many blogs about religion. I left because of conscious thinking. That I had control of everything in my life because of my thinking. I found that my wishful thinking in the occult was no different than Christianity or any other organized religion. I found no feeling toward having a god head. And that we are a species well known to control and overpower the masses threw religion and politics. And that's all really religion is about. Money and Politics power and control. I question authority.
War: Most the time people look in history and look past war. And what is has done to provinces threw the years. It is the one reason why we have so many mixed beliefs today all over. Long ago it was known that in an invasion of a different culture that those who had the upper hand would force their beliefs upon those who were under them. This tactic is also how kings and queens would bring religion to their own countries. And it is still being used today. Threw the corrupt Governments. Suggestions threw force equals dominance and obedience. Also threw the times that only the Monks were relied on for information and schooling. Making it very difficult to even know culture or have a difference in opinion. Now that we have this ability. We are called evil or those in the religions call us satanic. When truly we are just those who understand more than they do about history, law, religion, astronomy, astrology, physics, science, etc etc...
My thoughts on the bible are it is all symbolism and many whom read it are really not understanding what it means because they are using what they have been taught instead of what they could know.
"I've never actually heard, from anyone who knows, at least, anything about the 'occult' religions. I'd actually like to hear more about it. I know all about the 'Abrahamic' religions, but outside of that, I have very…"
If anyone is a fan of tool, a perfect circle and puscifer.
you will know that Danny, Maynard, Adam and Paul,Paz, and Billy.
including yet not implying the other members of puscifer being part
have figured some trippy shit out.
and many still haven't gotten it yet.
just watch the video and please read the rest of the descriptions of what all this means.
..I did the sequence in this video.
F=9. the end of… Continue
I changed some things as to not imply any particular person, but as a people whom
are having trouble understanding the difference between church and state.
This is a comment I did on Justin's blog. To help some people in their that were
literally refusing to accept the separation of church and state.
they were only using christian based quotes from the presidents instead of
looking at the rest of the quotes that obviously disagreed with most of the