Don't worry it gets better when you reach out more and find that a lot more people than you thought are out there being awesome and you can join in the fun now. It's weird to still have to be around or talk with mormons sometimes but I just laugh when they start to preach at me. I'm so happy that I don't have to ever sit through the 3 hour torture sessions on Sundays anymore. My brain is mending as time goes on and I'm becoming much happier now that I can just be myself and not a robot that just follows commands. hahaha Anyway, take care and I hope you are enjoying life as much as humanly possible. :)