I am a doctor. I try my best to help people. Today was a kind of shitty day. A young man came into the ER in cardiac arrest. We got him back, but only for an hour. I spent the next 90 min trying to save him. I lost the fight. One of my nurses in the ICU, a friend and a Jew, said something along the lines of "it can't all make sense... it's why I'm sure I don't understand god's ways." To which…