So today I once again sat in a chair and flipped thru some apps on my phone as my family, extended included, all clenched hands and talked to their lord. I was a bible thumping christian about 13 years ago. it took about 3 years to grow out of it and admit atheism to everyone. i was 20 years old. i am the only one in the family. ONLY. only in the past year have i decided not to hold hands, not t…