Deema

The problem occurs specifically when this society gets more and more religious in this month exactly. People become suddenly in the mosques crying and praying miserably. That makes me feel frustration.
Personally, I have diabetes and many people claim that i'm taking this as an excuse for not fasting, since nobody knows i'm an atheist, and i'm wondering when i tell them how they get mad at me. Wasn't that the intention of their god form the beginning? I mean i can fast but i don't want to. Keep laying and pretending.

And also since this society is claimed to be ruled by Islamic rules, here's a quick story: I just came from "Intercontinental Hotel" and i had a fascinating lunch! Where are the rules? or because the hotel is full of foreigners who work for us? the religious establishment changes the rules to meet the needs of the government. I don't know if you believe in this theory but i guess it's obvious for great thinkers, who i guess you're one of them.

Gender here has another story of racism and sexism. I say it honestly: if i was a girl i would burn myself in front of people for the humiliating situation. Who knows maybe another uprising would start?

The things you said people ignore in the society as having sex, drinking, driving cars (special case for our country lol) are based like that because of the Islamic culture that learned them marrying four women and hit them. And from this point, people before 100 years took their "traditional" from. So it is normal here if a guy talks about how many girls he knows or what did he do last time in Bahrain. But if a girl does? Holy crap you're dead!!

I see. The point is in common. We all understand it, even Muslims. But nobody can confess.
May i ask you a question? If you're between 25-30, do you intend to spend the rest of your life here? I mean i'm only 21 but i want to leave this place to whatever cause the circumstances are getting worse. Probably if the financial support is available. Means maybe. But if i was a girl i'm leaving even if i had to beg people near mosques for money.
And heeey what took you so long to respond? I guess you were busy with Eid right? XD
Btw, such an adorable cat, even though i'm not a big fan for cats. :p