Hi my is Sharon and for awhile I have been lookin for places reading takin in knowledge from alot of websites. My dad was a ordain Methodist preacher and very abusive.Im 45 and the last couple of yrs Ive been really doubtful about religion . My oldest daughter had alot of books on Wicca and learned alot where all the christian holidays started etc.Ive tried to talk to my sister about how I feel and how I dont believe alot concernin religion and god. She treated me like I was retarded crazy insane devil worshipper. I was so upset. I am none of those. So Ive just been pretending and taking my mom to church. I hate it.Its hard to find someone to talk to about it and hope I can find friends from this site.