Oh Danny boy: I didn't say I wanted to avoid pain, I said agony, I live with pain every day, and besides Oxicontin makes me sick and nothing works as an analgesic I'm allergic to all of the opioids, and the NSAIDs are destroying my kidneys.
I apologize Doug I was only trying to make a smart ass remark and poke fun at you. And I'm sorry you are allergic to opioids. They are my favorite drugs. If I wasn't interested in keeping my job and paying my bills I would totally be a junkie.
Well, I hope so. When my time comes I would be happy to cross anything up to the size of a big calm river, and would expect a certain amount of pain and disastrous horribleness. If I was expected to struggle for months to cross a raging torrent, just so I could die - then I would refuse: I would just shoot myself on the bank.
Lighten up Simon! If there is a raging torrent it was probably caused by your tears. Don't take my comments so seriously I'm a dick remember? Maybe you should ask your shrink to increase the dosage of your happy pills.
But that's why I'm crying ... I've lost my happy pills...
My stepmom says "I"m not afraid of *being* dead, but I'm afraid of *getting* dead". She's a Christian, but I think it can apply to anyone who believes (or doesn't believe) anything. It's always how I felt, but now that I'm not sure there is an afterlife, I'm a little more afraid of the being dead part. Just because it's hard to get used to the idea that you won't be around forever, and this is it. Some days I'm ok with that, and other days I'm not. It's a process.
I remember I was watching an interview with Penn Teller on Piers Morgan and he said something, but maybe he got it from someone else, but it sums up pretty nicely what i think about death. Something like "what were you feeling like in the year 1755?" "Nothing, right?" That's kind of my feeling on it, an indescribable feeling of nothingness, so why worry about it. There is no pain or emotion at all.
I like to think sometimes though that there is some sort of afterlife, but still there's no point in worrying, just focus on the present.
Teller's no mere assistant! That guy is really interesting, too, if you ever hear him being interviewed (rarely), and he is also very much an atheist and skeptic. His first name is Raymond. That's a pairing of two equals as magicians, their stage act being that they're a loud bombastic guy with a silent partner.
Stupid mistake lol, i'll have to check out the channel. Their TV series called Bullshit! is pretty good as well.
Piers was a real asshole to Penn in that... then again Piers is a total douchebag who works for Fox, so go figure...
"To be a warrior a man has to be first of all, and rightfully so, keenly aware of his own death. But to be concerned with death would force any one of us to focus on the self and that would be debilitating. So the next thing one needs to be a warrior is detachment. The idea of imminent death instead of becoming an obsession, becomes an indifference."
- Don Jaun (from Carlos Castaneda's "The Teachings of Don Jaun")
And why would one wish to be a warrior?