I just joined because I really need a support group.  I'm surrounded by Christianity.

I've been feeling really horrible lately because I can't stand the thought that so many of my friends and members of my family are delusional.  I've always internalized this, but I feel it bubbling to the surface.  It hurts me to know they feel so free to spread the nonsense, but knowing I can't be as free without being demonized, or at least pitied.  But, recently I've been feeling pity for them.  Not outwardly, but inside, and I feel it because I look at them clinging to religion, and waiting for Jesus to come back and it's just so pathetic.  I don't want to feel this way about basically everyone I know.  It's disturbing.  I don't even know how to begin dealing with this and these feelings.  I love my friends and family.  I hate religion.  I was brought up to love no one greater than God and Jesus, I literally felt guilty for years because I loved my grandmother more.  I'm over that now, I'm 40, I quit going to church when I was 17, but that's how pathetic I was when I was a kid.  I look back now and I'm so angry at people for teaching children from birth that this stuff is real.  It's a cult.  I have teen daughters and I've raised them the way I wished I was raised.  With love, compassion, honor, dignity, truthfulness, knowledge, and the total absence of religion. 

Not necessarily needing a place to vent (though, I will when something pisses me), not needing to push any agendas (though I may support them), I just really NEED a support system.  I can't keep this inside anymore, I can't. 

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Yes, hope so too.  You've found these rare gems, and you didn't let them go.  That's pretty cool.  I haven't met anyone like that yet, but then again, I have a whole house of Atheists.  My kids also go to school with quite a few Atheists (10% or above).   

Dear Folks:

A few months ago, a friend from High School, got into a conversation with another woman on my facebook page, and said that I was going to hell. Maybe they finally looked at my FB page for some heavy reading..;p). I wrote back suggesting the 'holyer than everyone else' attitude was rather off putting then she unfriended ME! Its ok, the gal was only a passing aquaitance. See even their own shit can't meet the light of day!

Knowing how you feel today. My wife started again today with her "you don't know what you've done to me" routine. As if my deconversion was aimed at her personally. Then the whopper, "If you don't believe, fine, but just keep it to yourself". Say again? I live in a society were proclaiming god and jesus all day everyday and I'm supposed to shut up? "Yes," she said, "this is a Christian nation and all of you atheists and muslims and whatever should just be quite.

I'm still speechless. An American said this? Unbelievably, yes. 


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