One of the posts today featured an essay from ThisIBelieve.org. In fact, it was my favorite essay on the site, by Penn Jillette (http://thisibelieve.org/essay/34/). I thought that I would share my own. As an assignment for one of my college courses over a year ago, I wrote a short entry about Atheism. It is a great website, and I encourage you to write your own entry.


When I was a child I prayed to god. For a short time I carried a belief with me that I was taught from birth: that if I was ever in trouble, I needed but to seek god for guidance or help. But I quickly found that I only had myself to rely on; Sitting and hoping or praying for change, a sign, or a solution was based in foolishness and would do more harm than if I simply made a decision and did something myself. Yet I pretended for many years that I felt a connection with "god" when all I ever felt was alone.


I remember the first time that I openly discussed my atheism. A woman I didn’t know sat down next to me and she gently said “God came to me in a dream. He asked me to save your soul and to bring you back to
him.” “How do you know that I don’t already follow him?” I asked her.
She whispered quietly, “Do you?”


I said that to claim I believed in God would be a lie; that I had never felt anything beyond myself. Even if I had any faith when I was a child, I explained, I had lost it in the atrocities I had witnessed and
never deserved. Angered by her inquiry and frightened by her claim, I
told her that if he existed, I would not serve a god that causes people
to suffer so. “Well, isn’t that a bleak existence,” she crowed. “To live
a life without belief or faith. What a lonely reality that must be!
What purpose could you have in this world if there is nothing to reward
you after death?”


I agonized over her words for many years. But I believe that faith is not integral to happiness. Lacking religious faith does not mean that you lack something inside or that you have yet to find completion. All
you need is a purpose. And you need look nowhere but to yourself to find
one.


I do not need fear or incentives to do good things or the right thing. I fear no judgment but my own. And if anything drives me to accomplish as much good as I can in this world, it is the belief that I
have only one life to live. I do not need a belief in any higher power
to find purpose, drive, or passion. I need but to see the carnage and
the inequality of the world to discover the need for kindness and
change.


I find happiness in the thought that I must rely on myself to accomplish the things I wish to achieve. It’s a challenge. I find happiness in my friendships and schooling. I find happiness in teaching
my brothers to do the right thing and I find happiness in the thought
that all the good I have done outnumbers the mistakes that I have made.
And I have discovered: I do not live a bleak existence. I live through
the things that I know and the things that I can change. I do not need
faith to achieve fulfillment, and that is why I believe: Faith is not
integral to happiness.


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Exactly! Thank you :)
I don't think that I'm alone in the fantasy of going back and living life over knowing what I know now. It would be so much fun to turn the table back on people like the woman in this story. Her asserting that God sent her should be met with the shame of lying to a child to make them believe what she does. Something like, "Moral absolutes, such as lying, when faced with reality certainly dissolve, don't they? Thanks for making clear the absence of moral absolutes. You've bolstered my position." People like that took advantage of our youth and obligation to respect adults.
Happiness is a warm puppy. Charles Schultz
Excellent post..Faith is definitely not correlated with happiness. I guess it was Douglas Adam who said something along the lines that "I would be willing to take to awe of knowing over the awe of ignorance any day" (not the exact verbatim). I guess, this sums up my attitude about life now as well. Religious folks can continue to believe in false concepts and can remain in "awe of ignorance".

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