I was never quite sure what I wanted to become. In different stages in my life, I wanted to become an architect, football (soccer for Americans) player, lawyer, doctor, actor and even an inventor. I guess I wanted to be everything, but I only have one life, right? But then I discovered science and computers and I thought that I had to work in one of these domains, so now I am studying computer science. I could have chosen to go for physics instead, but I feel computer science is more creative and with more potential of development, especially from a guy like me, who doesn't have an IQ that off the chart.
Anyway, my feeling now is that all I want to be in this life is happy and fulfilled. Maybe a loving family would do that for me better than any career would, although I do retain my ambitions of becoming someone important in my field of work.
Without reason, I like to make films. I dont see this as a reliable career though and dont wish to be stuck in that field. What are the chances im going to be a steven spielburg? I tried taking an AP biology class but i dropped out within the first 2 weeks because i couldnt handle the work. I want to try it again for the learning experience but I don't want to go to college and fail my college science classes.
Im waiting to take Anatomy and sports med. my senior year to see if i would be right for a career in the medical field
All my fears are that i wont be good enough. Scapegoat i would just join the army.