Well, I'll give you one point for not just falling into the religion of your family/culture without question. Do you mind sharing the criteria that brought you to Hinduism?
I was a devout Christian, praying to God for guidance, and Sri Shiva revealed himself to me in a blinding light which knocked me to the floor. No, I don't have any proof. No, I can't really differentiate it from the multitude of other cases of people claiming to have seen God (under whatever name). Or angels, or aliens, or inhabitants of Lemuria, or whatever. Yes, I fully realize it may very well have been an hallucination or mental break of some sort. No, I don't expect anyone else to believe me or change their lives based on this.
So, in sum, you're not telling us anything at all.
Did Sri Shiva say anything to you? Have you had any sightings since? Does your family have any history of mental illness? How did you go about finding a Hindi temple near your home?
1) No, not in words. Following that experience, I did find quite a few writings from different religious traditions which seemed to be of a similar nature.
2) Nothing quite so dramatic, no.
3) I assume you mean my biological family (I was adopted), and I can't be totally sure of that, although I realize that depression and alcoholism run in the bloodline. (Both of which I have experienced at times in my life, though not prior to the experience in question.)
4) I actually didn't. I was living in a rural area of Pennsylvania at the time and it wasn't very religiously diverse. Fortunately, I was attending a nominally Christian college with a well-stocked library and some professors who were quite knowledgeable regarding religion. One of Hinduism's basic ideas is "Many paths, one truth." I explored various religious traditions when I had the chance over the years, until I moved near a Hindu Smarta temple in Ohio and started attending there on a regular basis (until I moved to Texas, at least). I met a scholar there who taught me a little Sanskrit and also discussed the religion from the point of view of someone born into it. I also attended an ISKCON gathering a few times there. Now I'm disabled and rarely leave my home, and don't really get to any churches/temples/etc.
Ok, but did you know your vision was Sri Shiva at the time you were having the vision - as in had you studied Hinduism previously and recognized Sri Shiva; or did you not know who Sri Shiva was until a later time when, upon reading some Hindu material, you recognized him? How did that part work?
Yes, I fully realize it may very well have been an hallucination or mental break of some sort.
@ Davyd - In other words, you are not 100% certain of your belief. What is the price you have paid, are paying, and will pay if it was a hallucination?
So, if Ahura Mazda had revealed himself to you in a blinding light, you'd be a Zoroastrian. I guess you're just the victim of whatever god gets to you with their blinding light first.
Batman is the only major "superhero" who is 100% human and isn't really a superhero. He has no nonhuman powers. He can't shoot spiderwebs, can't deflect bullets with bracelets, can't fly, has no special senses, etc. He's just a guy in a silly suit with a lot of gadgets.
Batman has the greatest superpower of all - he's ungodly rich!
Gotta disagree with you there.... his greatest superpower of all is he's ungodly intelligent